After this storm, our hearts became even firmer, & even closer already......
Thinking back on the few weeks where me & Zhi Shu are in cold war, its really a torture.
Originally I though that I'm the only one feeling the pain.
The many nights where I cry myself to sleep alone,
Made me lose the confidence I have in this marriage.
The many times that I'm treated coldly by Zhi Shu,
Made me start to question Zhi Shu's heart.
I thought that God is playing with me again.
Towards this happiness that is not achieved easily, its time to let go.
This thought keeps coming to my heart, & making it hard for me to breathe.
These days were scary & hard to get by........
Now, its the sunshine after the storm!
Today, Zhi Shu ran to the cafeteria & told me those heartfelt words.
He said that he's jealous because of me, when I heard it I'm really happy & touched!
This means that he truly loves me, & I mean something to him.
My husband Zhi Shu, I'm really very happy right now~
Thank you for giving me energy, & my confidence to stay by your side becomes even stronger than before.
We must be together forever, until old age & death, we also wouldn't be separated!!
I would also like to thank dad, mum, & all my friends for encouraging me & staying by my side.
If not I wouldn't know if I would be able to come this far.
Thank you all for your concern, now, we're very good!!
But I really can't understand something.
Zhi Shu said dad gave him something "he"?
What is it for?? Is it an amulet that is obtained from the temple that would improve our relationship?
I asked Zhi Shu, but he wouldn't tell me.
Hur!! I'll go look for it myself, I don't believe I couldn't find it.
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Zhi Shu's Ma (February 29, 2008; 11:31 AM)
That's great!! That's great!!
To see you & Zhi Shu return to your previous sweetness,
Dad & mom also felt happy for the both of you!
Let mom tell you, in future no matter what problems the both of you face,
You have to believe in Zhi Shu's love for you.
That's because only you alone could be able to let Zhi Shu feel the confusion that humans face in terms of feelings.
If not for you, he forever would only be a genius with no true feelings.
Now with you by his side, he can become the Zhi Shu husband who would get jealous over his lovely wife.
Oh yes oh yes, looks like our Jiang couple's sweet image is really so filled with happiness!!!

My most dreaded dissection lesson is finally over.
Although I failed to live up to expectations and fainted but at least I'm past this hurdle.
It was really horrifying
Why did no one tell me that nursing would have such a course...
Had I known earlier, I would have considered more thoroughly.
But what to do,
Zhi Shu said that in order to be a professional medical staff,
These courses are necessary.
So as to become Zhi Shu's best assistant,
I must really think of a way to overcome this fear

I remember that on the day before the dissection lesson, I asked Zhi Shu,
if he would donate his body for research purposes in the future.
He said yes very decisively, and it made me
If he leaves this Earth before me, I would already be depressed enough.
If he still wants to donate his body for research...
Let it be cut open knife by knife, how can I bear to let that happen.
But, for Zhi Shu to have such a mindset is understandable.
Ever since Zhi Shu told me he wanted to do medicine,
I could feel his zealousness and aspiration towards saving lives
Having made such a decision today,
Even though in my heart I'm really reluctant to let go...
But I think that...giving Zhi Shu my full support is something I ought to do.
Because I love Zhi Shu deeply.
Hence, I also wish that his love can allow him to put forth his ideals,
That his efforts would pay off.
There are many more people out there that need help.
Aiyo, what am I thinking~
Thinking too far ahead.
Zhi Shu and I...is an immortal couple envied by many,
immortals would definitely live to a ripe old age! haha...
I think I should be thinking about how to sit through another dissection lesson smoothly!
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Zhi Shu (February 21, 2008; 6:27 PM)
Silly girl.
We're not even talking about now.
Just like what I told you...
Life's worth lies not in the physical entity,
But in what we did when we were alive.
Changing simple love into a noble one,
Requires a lot of courage.
Thank you.
Thank you, for being willing to go to all the places
you've never understood based on your love for me.

Gan Gan (February 22, 2008; 5:11 PM)
You're so useless~
We're only there for a look & you fainted.
So how do you think our group is going to do our report?
Please buck up more!
But, Zhi Shu is still so great, not only does he have a goal in life,
He also has such self sacrificing thought.
As for you....
Say more good stuff about me, the president, in front of Zhi Shu.
If not I would not look after you in the dissection lessons in future!
Hi Zhi Shu, I'm Gan Gan.
How are you, we can meet up to chat in future~

It's not the same, not the same!!
It's difficult to have a date with Zhi Shu, but why is it entirely different from my plans.
After so much hard work I managed to enter the nursing course & Zhi Shu promised me a real official date.
And I planned the whole date so perfectly.
But the result is like this, awww~~~~
I wore the specially prepared couple shirt out early in the morning, to the meeting place to wait for Zhi Shu.
Awaiting that he would wear the shirt I prepared for him too, with a bouquet of flowers that he picked himself,
Surprising me with a deep kiss when we met.
WOW~~ What a nice scene, but...................
It's okay if my dream of wearing couple shirts & walking hand in hand is not fulfilled.
It's also okay that I bought the wrong movie tickets.
But the worst is that when I tried on the low cut evening gown, the "necessary make ups" that I had on were noticed,
How sad & embarrassing!!
Aww, is this because heaven is jealous of me, after I became the Mrs. Jiang that everyone yearns to be, God wouldn't give me the chance to have a successful date with Zhi Shu?
Lord God, I beg you, I hope you would hear me & give me a chance for it!!
The next date, you must let me succeed!!
Ha ha, now I'll plan the next date.
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Ah Jin (February 13, 2008; 5:30 PM)
Xiang Qin,
Why did you go on a date with that monster Zhi Shu.
He totally don't know how to be caring & romantic.
A date with him is so boring.
If you're bored, you can always come & find me!
I promise that I would bring you out to have fun & eat good food!
I wouldn't be a woodblock like Zhi Shu.
You can tell me the date you have in mind & I would help you fulfill it!
Oh, & what do you mean by the "necessary make ups"?
I don't understand at all.
The next time, you can wear that beautiful low cut even gown out for me to see.
I'm sure you would look beautiful. 
Oh~ I'm so shy.

Yu Shu (February 14, 2008; 5:49 PM)
It's because there's girls with impractical thoughts like you are,
Would there be so many fools who would waste their time
On boring & monstrous plans.
"So perfectly" oh?
It's best that this idiom is used in this manner.
Stupid Xiang Qin
To think that you once held the aspiration to become a teacher.
It's really lucky that your day dream did not get fulfilled.

Liu Nong (February 15, 2008; 4:28 PM)
Xiang Qin,
Like I told you before,
There's no need to do your date plan so seriously.
For your genius husband to comply obediently,
Is even harder than to reach the skies.
After all in this world couples like the pair of you are not much,
So this is a date that is worth treasuring!!
I say, Ah Jin, how many times do you want me to tell you this,
Xiang Qin is already Zhi Shu's wife,
You are still saying these nonsense to her.
Wake up!!!!

The stuff I had experienced these few days really caused me,
To literally fall from happiness' heaven
I actually thought that heaven sent me a big gift,
Zhi Shu's and my first baby, growing silently in my womb.
This short, few days long beautiful misunderstanding,
Also caused our whole family to be immersed in happiness,
And I really thought that I had a whole world worth of happiness,
But it all turned out to be my own foolishness,
Causing everyone's disappointment.......... I'm really sorry!!

If only Zhi Shu was by my side at that time,
It wouldn't turn out to be such a joke now..
Especially looking at Papa and Mama,
From anticipating the birth of a new life with happiness,
To disappointment after finding out the truth,
The more apologetic I am...
In the midst of happily anticipating the birth of the little new life,
The truth's revelation had me vexed,
On how I could face the family...
For causing the whole family to be happy over nothing,
I'm really very sorry!!

But I think,
When Zhi Shu's and my baby is born,
He will be the happiest baby on earth,
Because he will have the whole family's love

But maybe it's heaven's arrangement..
Even though Zhi Shu said that,
He is already prepared to become a father,
But if we have a baby now,
He will not only have to deal with stress from his studies,
But will also have to prepare to become someone's father
All of it would definitely be too tiring for Zhi Shu...

Ai~~ although this mix up had got everyone disappointed,
But now I know that both of us are ready,
Let's just let nature take its course...
When the time comes,
I believe that our baby will naturally come and meet us!!

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Liu Nong (January 22, 2008; 3:13 PM)
That's right, Xiang Qin!
I also feel that the you now,
Is not so suitable to become
Someone's mom already lah...
Because having a kid is really not a responsibility
That any normal person can cope with
Somemore you're even more 'special' than a normal person
So, don't be sad le..
Keep on waiting wo~
And just enjoy what's left of our college life ba~

Chun Mei (January 22, 2008; 2:59 PM)
Xiang Qin! Don't be sad already lah~
We're still students now anyway,
If you get pregnant now,
You would have to suffer from a blessing in disguise,
While juggling your school work too..
I think you.... should not be able to cope with it ba...
Somemore you if your stomach gets bigger and bigger slowly,
Then on our graduation day,
You will have to wear the graduation outfit,
With your big stomach to take picture ehhhh...
Then you won't be beautiful anymore ah...
Don't worry,
I believe that your good news,
Will come in the near future de...
Don't be too anxious wo!!

Zhi Shu's Ma (January 21, 2008; 6:37 PM)
My precious Xiang Qin...
Please don't blame yourself...
All this confusion should be my fault...
All because I thought I was a mom before,
Then I wrongly interpreted your body's unusual symptoms
It's me that have caused everyone to be happy over nothing
It's also me that caused your anticipation,
Of becoming a mom to become nothing in the end
It's me that should apologize
But it's okay
You don't be sad anymore okay...
I believe, your good news will come soon...
Let's use all our love to wait for the arrival of your baby!

Zhi Shu (January 22, 2008; 7:27 PM)
Let's not give ourselves pressure
Just let everything take its course
And thanks for your understanding
If at this stage you're pregnant,
It would be another challenge for the both of us
But, maybe we should become parents,
When we're more prepared
This would give our baby
A better environment to grow up in
It's been hard on you these few days
With this misunderstanding,
I'm sure you've suffered a big blow
However, I want to tell you not to blame yourself anymore
Everything's going to be fine!!

Ai, the last vacation of university life is over just like that
Initially I thought that this summer vacation, Zhi Shu and I could have an
Unforgettable and romantic vacation with just the 2 of us after the honeymoon in Guam
But I didn't imagine... It really was "truly unforgettable"
From the instant when Zhi Shu invited me to go to the countryside for a walk together
The joy and anticipation in my heart caused me insomnia for a few days
I was wholeheartedly anticipating going on a 2nd honeymoon with Zhi Shu
But... I had not thought that... Oh god it totally wasn’t like what I would have imagine la..
Once we reached the destination and saw the deep blue coastline
I thought that Zhi Shu had arranged for a sunny vacation just like the Guam honeymoon
Experiencing exciting and crazy water facilities during the day,
Parachuting, banana boat, water motorbike... Playing to our hearts' content
In the evening, under the disappearing rays of the setting sun,
2 of us strolling along the seashore and chatting,
(Something that I regret about not doing in Guam)
Handsome husband (Lao Gong) and me, the lovely wife... what a beautiful sight!!

Ai~~ But it was all just my fantasy
Actually Zhi Shu was bringing me to where he and Yu Shu grew up when they were young –
Grandpa and Grandma's place
From the start, I was still thinking that Grandpa and Grandma,
Will only have praises for me and dote on me lei
Who knows. It was only the first meeting and not mentioning the scolding from Grandpa
Helping to cook, weeding, collecting eggs, picking mussels, washing and sunning the clothes...
A load of chores that were never-ending and Grandpa kept on complaining.
I was so frustrated then that I felt like I could explode ye!!
What kind of vacation is this ah, I can even forget about having an afternoon tea.
It's so tiring that I am almost dying le.
Furthermore Zhi Shu has so many cousins that they can form a baseball team la
What Tang Tang, Ya Ya, Wei Wei, Hao Hao, Xiao Yi... a bunch of kids who look exactly the same
If you line them up it’s almost like having more than 10 Zhi Shu staring at me
And each of them are witty and clever that I can almost die from their pranks



Also, the frightful encounter with Great-great-great-great grandpa on a night,
It was enough to make me remember for the rest of my life le
Keke and it was all thanks to this rare twist of fate that Grandpa finally was willing to
Accept this Granddaughter-in-law le!!

Although during this unusual vacation I wasn't able to enjoy the relaxation and happiness
That a vacation should have,
But because of this, I not only get to know the environment that Zhi Shu grew up in
And also got to know the heart of Grandpa and Grandma a little better
For me who grew up with Father only and we could only depend on each other,
I will appreciate and be grateful for this
At this point, I am starting to think of Grandpa and Grandma and the mischievous young kids le
Grandpa you just wait a while more wo, next time when we are on vacation again,
We will definitely visit all of you de
Who knows by then... ... I can also bring some "good news" for you wo. Keke!!



Hu~~ Although these few days, there were blue sea and sky,
And the very relaxed countryside scenery keeping me company
But the last summer vacation of university is making an ending just like that
And I just feel a bit unwilling
I don't care I don't care la!!
When will it be a time when I and Zhi Shu can have a sweet and romantic vacation ya!!!!!!!!

Just upload these 2 photos first la ~~
Wait till I have more free time these days~ then I will put up the rest lo.
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Liu Nong (January 18, 2008; 6:09 PM)
Ah Jin...
Please spare us okay..
Xiang Qin is Jiang Zhi Shu's woman already~
And you're still not giving up wo...
Somemore you still post on their blog declaring your love for her
Not afraid that Jiang Zhi Shu will come after you wo~
And.... your Christine's such a poor thing...

Internship days are finally over le….
Thinking back on these few days, although tiring, I felt that it was very enriching
This was a really great experience, I am very satisfied ^.^
Hur hur, before I decide whether to become a teacher,
Zhi Shu was teasing me that being a student I was not OK, still want be a teacher?
Haha~ now the truth speaks for itself ~ I can still complete it ma~~
The me now, other than wanting to be the competent (she wrote a wrong word here #1)
Mrs Jiang, Jiang-Yuan Xiang Qin also has her own goal ne!!
But concluding from these few days of practice experience
A class really seem to be unsuitable for me…
It’s still more comfortable being F class’ teacher~~ ^.^
But thinking back on the first day of internship…
it was really 冏 (what is this?) lei… ^^”
That day, I was super duper nervous, and actually wrote my own name wrongly… Oh my God!!
What was more embarrassing was why first year students are so young
But they already know so many difficult idioms ya
A succession of “bird” idioms that I’ve never heard before,
Made me write so many wrong words/characters.
Ai~ I’m so embarrassed I can die la!! (she wrote a wrong word here #2)
The hateful Yu Shu even asked me
Something like “宏胡之治” (she wrote the idiom wrongly #3 – means soaring ambition)
Isn’t it almost the same as “貞觀之治” ma? That was what I remembered…
And “three little pigs”, isn’t that an idiom??
Didn't the Minister of Education say that was???
Ai ~~ A class ah~ A class….
They are really a bunch of kids that I love and hate ah
Seeing the students from A class is just like seeing the Zhi Shu of yesteryears
Everyone is so smart (an idiom, which she writes wrongly #4)~~ But all of them felt so cold and distant
However… the important point is… I conquered over my Zhi Shu~~~ Ha ha
But how come I can’t win over these young punks lei??
They can actually tell me that I should never become a teacher in future…
Hmph~ Basically they just look down on me ma~
Compared to A class, the environment at F class is still more comfortable~~~
The feeling of familiarity arose spontaneously (this is an idiom, which she writes wrongly #5)
Although the students of F class are not as intelligent~
However they are brimming with sympathy and teacher-student feelings
On the day before the end of experience camp,
It was also a lot of flowers and gifts
The well wishes from A class’ and F class’ students really made me feel
Like I’ve gone to a sauna (meaning made me feel warm in her heart) ya~~
I really thank F class students for their acceptance~~
Ok la I also thank A class students for their guidance and advice la… \_/
I won’t ever forget these 2 weeks of experience camp de
Because this is the first time I have completed an arduous task based on my own diligence
Which makes me feel even more confident of my ambition to a teacher lo!!
That’s right!! Hao Mei was right to say
“There’s not just one type of students, so there shouldn’t also be only one type of teachers ah”
This sentence really touched me deeply ^.^
Talking about Hao Mei, wa ha ha!!! Yu Shu’s spring is here le~~~
Hao Mei is a student from F class,
And she has been holding a torch for Yu Shu for a long time lo~
Seeing Hao Mei reminds me of my own past,
So!!!!! I have decided, whatever it takes, I will help Hao Mei~~
And make Yu Shu fall for her~~~
That’s right, that’s right~~
This is Jiang-Yuan Xiang Qin—me—the short-term goal of my life recently lo~~
Yu Shu…. Do you like this ma???
Sister-in-law will help you!! Ha Ha
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Ah~~~~ Zhi Shu is really so smart!!!
Zhi Shu came in number one at the seminar ye!!!
A pity is that Chuan Jin is really never going to have a chance to surpass Zhi Shu…
But I still hope that he can discover his own goal la,
If not Chuan Jin will be so pitiful…
Although I listened to Zhi Shu’s speech,
I don’t understand the contents of it….
But I still listened seriously and attentively in its entirety wo!
Especially when Zhi Shu talked about the story about the girl in the alley,
I was also deeply touched
She is really very pitiful wo… how I wish that I could help her with something…
I think everyone should have been mesmerized by Zhi Shu’s speech ba
But... during the seminar, Liu Nong actually fell asleep le… So not supportive ye
On the whole, my Zhi Shu is really the best amongst all! He is the smartest!! >///<
He he. To celebrate Zhi Shu being number one again~~~
This weekend, I am going to bake a strawberry cake that I learnt from Ma Ma,
To celebrate for Zhi Shu wo! ~^.^~
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